And please no one say "nothing is wrong with you" because I know that something is wrong with me, I just don't know what. I've been told I suffer from depression. But yet the pills I've been on really don't help and didn't stop me from my first and only suicide attempt a few months ago. It was a very stupid attempt, and not very well planned, but it was still an attempt and left me with the only scar I have gotten because of depression. I have never cut myself and I never will. When I don't get so far gone I don't think at all I know that I am loved and that it's foolish for me to attempt to kill myself. But I have times where all I can do is cry. Other times where I just want to scream and yell at people. And of course the times when I'm calm and happy. I am socially awkward and any time that someone "bullies" me I freeze and I withdraw. Sometimes my mind even just races on and on about all the times I've been made to feel small, weak, and useless. I've looked up different things and sometimes I seem like I'm bi polar, though I don't have that many manic times, and usually they all seem normal. Sometimes I seem like I have borderline personality disorder and other times it seems like I have PTSD. Is there a way I can actually find any of this out for sure? I see a therapist, but I don't know how to bring up the topic of maybe being misdiagnosed. What should I do?