Hello everyone! I just want to share what I observe about the dynamics of this forum. I noticed the severe mood fluctuations in many of the members here. It starts out that the person struggling receives support from peers and is satisfied with the response and "hangs in there". But then, all of a sudden, the member giving the support becomes a victim to the same feelings and thoughts of the person that he/she helped. I, myself, have my mood swings where one minute I can be so helpful and inspired and then my mood changes and I'm depressed and suicidal again. Am I being triggered by being on the forum? I hope not for this forum has given me a lot to think of, both positives and negatives of myself as I learn more about myself. I don't ever want to offend anybody so I have to be careful what I post. But I gain a lot from here and will probably still share my stuff unless I have nothing else to say...Ha!