Often when I'm feeling really down the last thing I want to see is overly happy people trying to cheer me up. So to try not to come across too much like that I'd like to state I'm actually in a pretty low slump at the moment BUT I am aware of these things: I have been lower in the past and come out of it - at the start of 2008 I was incredibly down but then in July I was in love and had a job. I have a future longterm goal - I'm going back to Uni this year to do a foundation year, followed by Maths degree then hopefully followed by masters, Phd and lecturing. I'm living on my own now which is the best environment for my recovery - I was previously in a shared house that scared the crap out of me and made me much worse. I'll add more if I remember them, heh.