my kids and only my kids!!!
no matter how bad it gets i have to swim through the shit to the other side as i have to be there for them.
its not just about having both parents as my wife would do a great job, but its about the days when they need me and only me. in the future im sure they will make life mistakes and i want to be there no matter what to say its all ok and not to worry you have family who love you and will do anything for you.
i medicate and try my best so they wont have to suffer or feel pain. id take their pain any day!!!