You know I wonder this all the time. What kind of human filth am I? Honestly I am not sure. I mean I cannot make emotional attachments to other human beings. It is impossible, for me. I have had one friend for 5 years. I know I mean a lot to him. But if he died tomorrow I would just keep on living. Nothing would change in my life if he died tomorrow. Yet if I lost one of my stuffed animals or when my cat dies I am probably going to kil myself. What kind of worthless scum bag am I that I cannot even make attachments to people?