No idea how to spell my question. I have got this weekend before vet so time to think. I know what life has not given for me. . . . Lot of pain but not anything what I wanted. well my 2 dogs was what I wanted and both are also taken away. Without and missing part is huge: no communication skills, no friends, no common sense, no job, no tools to handle things, no love, and I never forgive to life that B I T T E R I did not get my first kiss ever :lips: I could kick gods ass because of kiss thing :evil: (...and not my genuine ponytail...) What are things which life left you without? Are you bitter even little bit and if there was a god and you could hit god because you left without what for?