Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by Kaos General, Mar 30, 2010.
young boy was murdered at local school only in grade9 by grade 12 student
85 yr old man down the street got beat up the other day just down my road
the world is sick world just sad all of it
been a really f*cked up day........LIVING is the problem!
Too much anger, and other feelings i dislike, and no place to vent.
still being alive
waking up crying
Myself, for not being a better man.
the SUN....as big and bright as it is today....I can't feel it.
being exhausted, regardless of how much sleep I've gotten.
Agreeing in every possible way.
The fact that I am afraid of people.. My isolation..Family.. Suicidal Ideation..
Seeing happy couples enjoying life and eachother, while I'm so hideous on the outside and inside I'll be alone forever.
Everything i see basically...
just so friggin tired god im exhuasted why jesus why:sleepy:
the fact that i am still breathing
but everyone i am seeing is not
it's like them...they are there
and me i am here
i do not want the separation
i can't do this
my dau oh well life goes on
Lack of sleep
Lack of food
Lack of friends
Lack of companionship
Lack of interest
Lack of and ability
Lack of enthusiasm
Lack of any connection to the 'real world'
Lack of love
Lack of emotion
Lack of feeling
Lack of trying
Lack of life.
And soon, everyone will get their wish.
Me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am such a fucked up person........