I'm curious as to what everyone is taking for meds. Mine don't seem to be having the desired effect on me. I think my life and reality is just too much. And have you noticed any meds you take make the suicidal thoughts and feelings go away? When I take my seroquel and ativan at night I get temporary relief, but once they wear off into the next day they come back in full force. Currently I'm on Effexor XR 300mg, 50mg Seroquel, 1mg ativan at night.