How dare she fucking collapse at my feet on her weak little knees crying about how much of a pathetic fucked up bitch she is and how much she LOVES me?!?! She's crying because her love came around and fucked me! And no, not just fucked me, but fucked me while I cried and begged him to stop. She has no respect for herself, for me, for anyone! How dare she?!?!?!?! ANd then she has the fucking nerve to tell me that she is the victim, that I got what I deserved, and that it was NOT rape! I bled for two days because of his fucking cock. Why? Because she's dating a man who cant keep his goddamn cock in his pants! Never again will I believe her fucking petty excuses of her ill-thought out, dirty, pathetic, useless 'love' for me! I could be carrying his child, I can't stop crying, I can't stop re-living it. She calls me selfish for wanting the "spot light" of pain. She calls me weak, stupid. WHo does she think she is? And what does she do? She continues dating him and ARRANGES A DAY TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM!! What the fuck is she trying to fucking pull? Is she fucking doing this to fucking spite me or something equally revolting? I didn't take her man, he fucking raped me. Why? Why does the world HATE ME so! And of course, no one supports me when I say I DONT want to abort if I get pregnant. I'm pro-fucking-LIFE. But that doesnt matter.All my pathetic excuses for friends are happy because My PARENTS agree to ABORT. WHO CARES ABOUT WHAT I THINK. I cant cry anymore because no one thinks I'm worth the tears I shed.