Where do i go from here? What happens down the road, when the road seems to have no light....no on it near me, or far ahead. What's the point if there is nothing ahead except more pain, more loneliness and more anguish? This is not new to me, only reaching it's climax....tonight I drank. I don't drink, but I drank 3/4 of a bottle of red wine. Felt good for 30 minutes.