what do you do when all you can think about is ending your life? every day..there is nothing else in my head, all i can think of is ways of doing it etc. in the last week i have od'ed once, tried to do it a second time, gone to a and e toget a sleeping tablet and randomly called my doctor cos i felt unsafe. as far as im concerned everyone is gettting bored of me being like this-and you know what, so am i!!!!
i wish i knew what to do. everyone seems to be giving up slowly, my doctor is the latest one. has anyone any advice? how do i get through this without giving in to it and the tablets sitting taunting me???
i usually only feel like this for a day or so at a time, which is bad enough, but this time its been over two weeks, constantly..i have no strength to do anything, no energy, i dont even care anymore.
sorry for the long post...

i usually only feel like this for a day or so at a time, which is bad enough, but this time its been over two weeks, constantly..i have no strength to do anything, no energy, i dont even care anymore.
sorry for the long post...