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what now

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by forever_scarred, Aug 21, 2009.

  1. forever_scarred

    forever_scarred Well-Known Member

    i knew my "better" feelings couldnt last, back in my worse than before. all i want is to curl up and die, so many things remind me of wat i went thru with mom...at the same time, those memories trigger other memories and shaows of things that i dont understand. ppl i have seen b4 or total strangers turning into dark shadows wishing to kill me in my dreams....i dunno wat to do anymore.... :(
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Lots of :hug: :hug: :hug: for you!!

    Is there anything that lessens the memories(flashbacks?) ?
    Does distracting yourself in any way help? I know making the videos helped you, maybe there's something else you could try? :hug: