What now?

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I need help. I think about killing myself all day, everyday. I've seen (am currently seeing) a doctor to help and I am on medicine ( Lamictal & Zoloft) but it's not working. It can't be working. I tell my Dr. I'm fine, but I'm not, I am just too ashamed to admit it.

I have begun cutting myself, first time ever. I cut myself on my stomach, then twice on my leg. I didn't feel anything. I don't feel anything now.

I don't know why I don't go through with it, but probably because I am scared of going to hell. I've often thought of "letting" someone kill me by getting hit by a car or robbing a bank and forcing the police to shoot me, but I don't want anyone else to get hurt. Just me.

What do I do now?


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Hey toolate welcome to the forums:)
You need to tell your Dr.
They might prescribe something better.
There is no need to feel ashamed of telling your doctor because He/she is trained to deal with this kind of stuff and they need to know whats going on to be able to help you through it.

Just hang in there
we are all here to help you through it :)
from Josh :wink:


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Hey there toolate Jas is right you have to tell your Dr and tell him/her exactly how you're feeling don't say you're fine when or if you aren't because they will assume that and will leave you on the medication you're on.Be open to them and honest come out with exactly how you're feeling,it's the best way.
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