The pain of this world is so immense. We ruin the earth. It is hard for me to believe there is a purpose for us at all. Why does God MAKE us go through this world to get to the REAL world (heaven)? Does Heaven even exist or this world all there is? Some say people who commit suicide do not go to heaven. How does anyone know what God will do? Why would God make us live in all this pain? It just doesn't make any bit of sense....any of it. I hate this life and I want out.