what should I do?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Pollo, Oct 30, 2010.

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  1. Pollo

    Pollo Well-Known Member

    Everyday that passes is another one in which I can't stop thinking about how to kill myself. I am 100% convinced that I will do it, I am scared, scared of failing and ended up as a vegetal. I just can't carry on, please, I know I need help but therapy and meds are not helpin!!!!
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Here if you want to talk, what's got you feeling so bad?
     
  3. dartofabaris

    dartofabaris Well-Known Member

    yes, talk it out, whats keeping you pinned so low? therapy and meds arent necessarily foolproof for everyone. :hug:
     
  4. Pollo

    Pollo Well-Known Member

    It is something inside me that keeps reminding me how misserable I am and how lonely I am. I am tired of being alone and life scares me. I feel very vulnerable and hopeless. I do not see myself in the future, I am lost, sad, ugly and loser
     
  5. Decode

    Decode Well-Known Member

    Have you tried many meds? There are a lot out there, if yours are not working then i suggest you have a word with your doc and let them know that your meds are not working and the pdoc is not helping. Your doc should then give you some better support.

    Or if you are close you could go to the hospital, tell them you are going to do it and they will give you extra support.

    You are not alone.
     
  6. Pollo

    Pollo Well-Known Member

    My doc seems not to care, she does not take me seriously and she does not believe me when I say I m suicidal
     
  7. dartofabaris

    dartofabaris Well-Known Member

    im sorry to hear you feeling so, if your doctor is unconvinced of the gravity of your situation then is there any way of convincing her otherwise? or finding an alt doctor?
    ...do you any recollection or idea as to why and since when you have been feeling this way? coping mechanisms often lose their effect either due to resistance/futility or because they aren't ideally suited to your ailment.
     
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