Hmm what should I do, I am at a bit of a conflict with myself. So recently I have figured out my life. To put a long story short. I am a worthless step stool of soceity. A tool to be used and then discarded by people. It is better documented in my Livejournal but what I said basically covers the gist. So here is the problem since I am a tool to be used by others I think that I should be used for anything. So, this would include intercourse. Now this is where I hit the problem. I have sort have made it my way, over the past 3 or so years, to make whichever female, or male for fairness, who wants to do such things with me get me fixed. They would have to go through the hassle and trouble of find the person to perform the procedure and take me around to do it and pay for it. But that is when I placed some sentiment on intercourse. But with my new beliefs that is no longer the case. And due to the fact that my beliefs involve me submitting pretty much without question, very little question anyway. I was wondering, should I just get the procedure done myself or should I make a soul suffer to get it done? I am just having a hard time choosing that is all. The only thing I know for sure is that I will die before I ever have a kid. I mean this literally, if a female ever has a child of mine, even if she places it up for adoption I will kill myself. Before you Post Please read Please refrain from saying stuff like "You need therapy" or stuff like that. I am asking for your opinion as well PLEASE give it to me. I don't like to hear "It is up to you" well I know that. And I don't know what to do so I would like some other points of view as well. Finally yes I am a make. But I do not intend to use this as an excuse to have lots of intercourse. I am what you might call Asexual. I have no desire to have intercourse. But my parts work so I guess some lonely despreate human being might want to use them. I just want an opinion what do you think I should do. So please PLEASE give me an opinion... as long as I get an opinion I don't care what else you say. Also please do not whine about how this might affect my life. Like I said I am scum in my eyes and no one will ever want to be with me longer than they have too.