I made a attempt two years ago. I was spared, I am still not sure why. I have a lot of friends so I don't feel lonely or anything. When I was younger I whent through a lot of things most people don't know about. 6 months before I attempted my step dad passed away from a construction accident building our new house. I have always struggled with depression and have a chemical inbalance. Work is really stress full feel like I can't please anyone. Suicidal thoughts come up pretty much some of the time everyday. I don't have a plan or anything I just was wondering what I should do?