I have been feeling suicidal for a long time now and I know that you should probably wait to tell someone about it. I don't know how long you have to wait but my life is so painful right now I don't know who to talk to. Basically, he is the only person in my life right now that cares about me at all. I don't have any friends anymore. I give up on making friends. We don't really know each other all of that well though. We have shared a class together and we have just started seeing each other as boyfriend and girlfriend. But he seems like a nice person that cares about me. He knows that I don't really have a social life but I don't know if he realizes that it hurts me so much that it makes me want to kill myself. I don't know what to say to him to make him understand me without freaking him out.