I'm going to commit suicide in 2-3 months but I want to tell my mom for she won't be shocked. I don't want her wondering why I killed myself I want her to know why. I don't want attention from her I just want her to understand and accept that I'm dying. She tries really to keep me happy, but I'm miserable. In the past she would scream at me and threatened me everytime I got in a psych ward, she also would tell me to stop treatment and receive social security. She doesn't know about depression or anything so this won't be easy. Sorry if I'm breaking the rules. Any advice?