I just want support from my family. That's all. Is that really so much to ask? I was doing alright today until my mom came to see me and started blaming me for shit that doesn't matter anymore. Okay, I fucking get it. I fucked up. Why keep bringing that shit up instead of focusing on the present/future? Does it really help you feel better to come and make me feel like shit because you feel like shit? Does it help to ruin my day? Because you have. Thanks for that. My fucking husband is just sitting on his ass playing video games all day instead of acting like a husband should and supporting/helping his wife. All while I'm cleaning and bringing him food and shit cause he's too lazy to get it himself. But despite the fact, I still found it in me to keep myself busy and not let it get to me, until I fucking got verbally attacked by my mom for no reason. What the fuck is wrong with you people? I may have Borderline Personality Disorder, but I know for a fact that I'm not the problem today. You are. You triggered me. Fuck you. Goddamn.