My recovering (from heroin) fiancée acts even less like he cares about me than when he was active. Yet he claims he does care and loves me and blah blah fucking blah. Obviously actions speak louder than words. I think he's just attached to me because we've been together for a while and thinks he loves me but is in serious denial. Honestly, I fucking feel like using now. I don't know what else to do. I have nobody and nothing. I really should just end it...not even use to get high but use to make it all stop once and for all.