Why the HELL did i do that? How could I actually have been stupid enough to talk back to my father? What was I THINKING? I mean no, I wasn't thinking. How could I havve been so stupid? But what gives him the right fo flip out at me? He has no right. He can't just beat me whenever he gets mad. I think I have a broken rib. I can't even breathe, it's the most painful thing ever. I can't go to the doctors though.. there's no excuse that would fit this, plus my black eye, my nose and bruises. Doctors can figure everything out. And then obviously after downing about five more bottles of liquor he flips out at me for bleeding all over the floor and kicks me in the stomach again.. yeah that helped. I can't stay in this house. Especially not next year when my brother isn't here and I'm the only one. This is getting so out of hand, I can't take it.