what the hell was i thinking? I should have known better.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by savetoniqht, Jun 22, 2007.

  1. savetoniqht

    savetoniqht Well-Known Member

    Why the HELL did i do that? How could I actually have been stupid enough to talk back to my father? What was I THINKING? I mean no, I wasn't thinking. How could I havve been so stupid? But what gives him the right fo flip out at me? He has no right.
    He can't just beat me whenever he gets mad. I think I have a broken rib. I can't even breathe, it's the most painful thing ever. I can't go to the doctors though.. there's no excuse that would fit this, plus my black eye, my nose and bruises. Doctors can figure everything out. And then obviously after downing about five more bottles of liquor he flips out at me for bleeding all over the floor and kicks me in the stomach again.. yeah that helped.
    I can't stay in this house. Especially not next year when my brother isn't here and I'm the only one. This is getting so out of hand, I can't take it.
     
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Anon, get to a hospital:eek:hmy: if your ribs are broken you could puncture a lung.
    Sod the fact that the injuries are obviously a beating..tell them what happened, if you're underage then social services will step in; surely that can't be worse than living with a violent man :hug:
     
  3. savetoniqht

    savetoniqht Well-Known Member

    i already researched.. even if it is broken all they'll tell me to do is take it easy, which i'll do whether or not it is broken.. and i couldn't leave again. I'm aleady sixteen, it would just make things such a mess. He's hardly ever here.. he's just always drunk when he is. I usually avovid him at all costs thoguh. I was just in such a bad mood tonight, i just snapped.. stupidest thing i've ever done in my life.
     
  4. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Mel, hun, please if you think you're hurt that seriously go get help. Especially if you're having trouble breathing, seriously, in all honesty, just go, even if all they do is tell you to take it easy, it's better knowing how to fix whatever's broken, plus they might be able to help you with your dad. :hug: :hug: <3twinz.
     
  5. savetoniqht

    savetoniqht Well-Known Member

    yeah i know jess, but the thing is even if it is broken there's nothing they can really do to fix it. You just have to take it easy, and that's all they can tell you to do. plus i mean it's only two more years until i leave anyways, and i couldn't move again, it would just make everything ten times worse =/
     
  6. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Just make sure you take care of yourself. :hug:
     
  7. savetoniqht

    savetoniqht Well-Known Member

    thanks jesss <3
     
  8. Twisted Sweet Lies

    Twisted Sweet Lies Well-Known Member

    Umm no they can do more in some cases. If it's not set right they would set it. I know someone who broke her ribs and had to get surgery. You would also get pain killers. If it punctured a lung they would fix that.
     
  9. corral

    corral Guest

    anonymous. how are you?
    your dad is horrible. i hate mine too, stupid ass holes would like them to get back what they do to people
     
  10. savetoniqht

    savetoniqht Well-Known Member

    i'm okayy.. sorry about your dad too, it sucks =/
    and i don't think my rib is broken.. i think it was just really bad bruising. like it's disgustingly bruised now but its getting better sooo im assuming/hoping im fine. thanks everyone for support and stuff though. <3
     
  11. Axiom

    Axiom Account Closed

    you could go to a hospital and claim you were beaten up by a group of guys and the reason you're only coming in now is because you just want to make sure you are ok since it was a pretty harsh beating.

    I hope you are feeling better anonymous. Even if you're sure, sometimes it's better to get it checked out by people who know what to look for.

    Take care of yourself