I have felt this way for a while. I feel just fine with death. If I died now or tomorrow, it's fne. There is nothing that I will miss. I have seen people advise that you have ao much to live for, think aboit all the nice things you will do/see, etc. But I'm just fine. I don't have to see all the nice things. It's okay if I didn't do all the things they say that's something to live for. The only thing that's stopping me is that I don't want to chicken out and leave everyone behind like a coward. But then it's not really a life if you are only living because you don't want to make it more difficult for other people. What do people say to people like me? Thank you for listening.