Hi all I have come across this forum, as I want your opinions on what feels an impossible situation. I don't have many friends, as I moved away from home, everyone I know at uni has gone there separate ways etc. I have a best friend at work and went out a couple of nights ago on the lash. We were all a but drunk, and I offered for him to stay the night if he wanted, given how far away he lived. He pulled me aside and said I was getting clingy and making a pass at him. He said he knew it was not the case, but he was worried about what other people would say. I was upset by what he said, so I left very soon after. The night after at our works Christmas party, I saw and heard him telling people that I had been coming on to him. I feel betrayed, and that I have lost a true friend. I don't know how to deal with this, and I woke up this morning contemplating suicide, as it seems like an easy way to deal with this. I just feel depressed. To a lot of people this sounds ridiculous, so apologies for moaning on. Does anyone have any thoughts?