i graduated and naturally had to move back with parents until I can find a job. It's been 3 months. I have no friends, I live in social isolation, I don't know when someone will hire me, I don't know if it will be a good job, I don't know if I will meet people, I don't know if I will get a social life whilst in work, I don't know if I'll ever move out and have independence, I've applied for 98 jobs so far. I've got aspergers, so I fear it needs to the right move and conditions for me to be ok in. It has all led to bad anxiety at night. I found some old medication in the cupboard that I've taken but any spare moment, and there are a lot, my mind thinks of how I am losing my days to social isolation, I should be living, I should have friends like I used to, I should have a purpose, I should progress. I'm trapped, unemployed, alone, I don't know what to do, I need independence. I need friends. I need help. I am going insane locked up like this with no way out on sight.