I don't know what to do. Where I'm from psychiatrists and other types of therapy isn't big on the market. There's none in my town or the next or the next. There are some in the main city but I can't go there since I'm still a teenager. My parents don't know that i'm on this site or that I'm having... problems? And I don't plan on letting them know. It may not be necessary but I'd really want to get help. I just want to get better because I don't want to feel the way I do when the days come when I feel as though my heart's sinking and dropping to my stomach and the tears don't stop. I'm okay today but I'd want to always be okay. I don't think there's anything that I can do but I'm still fishing for answers. I hope this post didn't take a lot of your time.