I feel like no body cares about me anymore. My mom and dad split 2 years ago when I was 14. I lived with my mom throughout the first year if the divorce but now I live with my dad in New Jersey. Mom lives in Illinios. I only get to see her every 3 months or so. I feel like my dad has given up on me. I now do alot of "partying" as my dad would say and he has given up on me. My grades have dropped I used to be a straight A student. I have the shittest friends in the world. They don't do shit for me, except for rag on me for being over weight. I try to do sports to take up time but that doesn't help because I suck at them. I have been thinking about ending it all because there isnt a point. I once dream of being a doctor but now with my life like this its not even possible. I've given up, it's not worth the pain.