I can't remember if I've ever posted here... things have been so disconnected and blurry lately. My life feels so broken. I honestly have no motivation left to put towards living or dying. I'm just lost. I have no idea where to go from here, and I find myself thinking about this a lot lately. It scares me how logical and clear-headed I feel about this. I just feel done with everything. I'm so tired of fighting for living and health. It's not worth it anymore. Any of you guys been through this? Has anyone gotten past it, and if so, what did you do? I do want to live, but mostly just because dying takes so much effort, and I can honestly say I'm scared. I'm on the edge of the cliff... I'm afraid something is going to push me off. What should I do?