ive been feeling sick to my stomach ever since i realized i have serious feelings for my brothers friend that ive known for about 4 years now and he has always been unbelievably sweet to me,he always shows me that he cares for me but im afraid to show anybody effection and i dont know how to react when someone shows me effection, and like i said in another thread he has a huge crush on another girl, and i know they are better off together but i would be completely crushed if he came to me and told me that he even kissed this girl,oh shit i dont know what the fuck i would do....
im thinkin about emailing him to ask him to pick me up so we can go some place so i can ask him some questions and try to get him to admit any feelings he has for me.
So my question is should i take this chance?
im thinkin about emailing him to ask him to pick me up so we can go some place so i can ask him some questions and try to get him to admit any feelings he has for me.
So my question is should i take this chance?