Since my perfectly isolated socially i sped too much time with my family. They r both old (mentally) Am sick of old people, my demented dad is driving me nuts and I dont want to visit my soon to be ded grandparents.I dont think they need to see me like this, they know i have bad issues myself and just dont want to deal with the general illness reunion. I know its selfish but it brings me down so bad, i cant take it anymore, its like am in a nursing home full of demented dieing old people and its speeding my getting there up. Need to be alone am batter completely alone. Im 24 and they r form 55 to 95 y all of them. My mom wants us to go and booked transportation tomorrow(did not pay) I want to prepare for a job aplication and work as ususal and maybe enjoy not having my retarded dad around telling me all the time how to put the sugar in my coffe and other useful advice. Dunno if ill ever get out of this house (if I dont get one of these jobs am considering suicide by my birthday) but i cant take this anymore, they are like a deasease to me, they have been badly influenceing my life for so long (they where never the smartest people and now they r old too, wish i could find respect for that but i cant) Its just like burying myself in a casket for a few days and my moral cant take it anymore.