Im at peace with my decision. I dont really have anything to live for anymore, I lost my gf, I just recently lost my friend to suicide and well I lost everything. The death of my friend made me realise how easy this can be. Ther is only one person in the hole world who would care if I was to go and well I feel tht our friendship is slowly slipping away. Maybe tht will be the final piece to my final picture. Today I saw a dead body on the side of the road and I cant stop thinking about it like I wish tht was me, fucked up isnt it..
To be honest im looking for help even though I know tht one day I will pick up what I started. Ive seeked help and im not getting the results I thought as in its not workin. But maybe its because I shouldnt be hear. I think that I should just end this shit. Im sorry
To be honest im looking for help even though I know tht one day I will pick up what I started. Ive seeked help and im not getting the results I thought as in its not workin. But maybe its because I shouldnt be hear. I think that I should just end this shit. Im sorry