This morning I woke up with this feeling in my center, that every day we keep each other here... is miraculous, and crazy, and we might as well stick around to see what happens. And it felt like an alien thought. Like a reasonable side of myself kicked in. Now i'm on a bit of a brain bender, trying to lock myself into this more positive channel. It's amazing how much of life goes on in our heads. You would think I would feel more in control.