What was he thinking?

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by sadgirl2, Oct 5, 2006.

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  1. sadgirl2

    sadgirl2 Active Member

    I loved him so much
    and thought he loved me
    I can't comprehend
    How he could hurt me
    What was he thinking?
    Holding the gun to my Head?
    How could I believe our love was not dead
    while listening to him tell me how I would die
    How the gun that he held, so calm in his hand
    Forty-four Mag, hollow-tip bullet inside
    how it would enter so small
    Splatter my brains on the wall...
    then the next day
    Tell me he love me so much
    Tell me he was sorry
    He messed up a bunch
    That it would never happen
    ever again...
    Then the next time would come
    and I would wonder again
    What was he thinking?
    What did I do
    How could he love and hurt me too?
  2. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You put your feelings very well.:sad: I was once in a similar position - literally - and know too well that fear and desperation. It took me six years to overcome it and become un-brainwashed enough to escape - but I did get out and eventually "got over it". You too can get out and get past these feelings. Hang in there.:smile: Have faith in yourself.:smile: You're worth it.:smile: :smile:


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