Was just wondering what it is that drives people to the edge, and make an attempt? For me it was death of my daughter, and also just seeing the doctor at work who makes the decision whether you have a job or not, (seem to do an attempt every time I see her either before or after). The work doctor also said that I wouldn't be able to see my workplace counsellor anymore and she was going to make me see someone else. The media hassling me constantly and putting untrue news in the paper about her. I even found an article about her on a couple of depression web sites. I was at the doctors and I open up the magazine and there was an article about her, I ended up ripping it out of the magainze. Also the council trying to get rid of one of my dogs and work place bullying. Also add in internet bullying, I made a nice tribute site to my daughter, which had lots of nice messages from people all over the world. Then some nasty people blasted it with thousands and thousands of nasty messages and I had to delete it, it was like saying goodbye to my daughter again. Also the other horrible web sites with nasty stuff about her (these people do not even know her) she suicided. At one stage my boss was yelling at me whilst I was talking on the phone to someone and I said to myself, right that's it I am out of here, and made an attempt that night. My other boss saying to us as group that if we couldn't do our job he would find someone else that could. I know of these reasons might not be a good enough reason but to me at the time it was.