me hopefully sleeping. i know its over-rated and over-hyped by society but for the first time in a while i wont be in my partners arms looking forward to the new year ahead so i'll be going to bed early trying to forget i've got nowhere to go or no-one to be with. plus the reminder of having loved and lost is just unbearable. couple that with not being able to 'phone my mum to wish her happy new year as she died this year means life truely has nothing left for me. wishing everyone here a peaceful new year.