I'm seeing a therapist on Friday for the first time. I'm not sure what I should do. But I was wondering what would happen if I told her the truth? The whole 100% truth. I cut. I plan on killing myself very soon. I have a way to do it and I have a note. I don't want to live anymore. I don't plan on living till I'm 18 and I don't plan on living till graduation. I am going to kill myself. The only reason I am waiting is to disconnect myself from everybody I care about.