sorry i juss cant stand these days anymore. its alreyad been a whole fuking month of non stop torture from the kids at my school. i thought maybe in TIME it would fade away and soon everything wud become normal again. but sorry those people...those people...they all juss wnat me to die. they dont wnat mecoming to school. they sed these exact words to each other "get rid of her on monday. i dont wnat to see her on tuesday wednesday thursday friday..." i was really shocked myself too. these peo-ple want to kill me. and even sed if they had the chance theyd slit my throat. ive never been so fukign scared in my entire life. and ill take these people seriously coz their the big bad gangster people. i feel so sacred. and sad. and if they really want me gone. maybe i'll juss die so the whole world would be happier without me.people told me to give this time. and i did its been a whole month and not hign has changed. still hte mean coments threats. everything. am i really getting in hte way of this world from everr revolving happily again? i can't turst anyone anymore. my friends were even there when they sed those things like wanting to kill me&slitting my throat. But all they did was "yeah yeah" nods and laffs and smiles. WTF KINDA FRIEND IS THAT??? sorry even my friend doesnt really appreciate my fuking existence even though i helped her liek crazy in hte academics becoz im a NERD. i hate going to skool i feel so scared...GOD SAVE ME!!!