Is anyone else here in a similar boat? I have this problem, the things I see in myself that I REALLY REALLY like are the things that make me look at life and become depressed. It is best explained in, I enjoy what I do. But I see the direct side-effects of who I am and get depressed. I don't know, I hate it when people tell me to change, because I do not want too. Yet I feel that if I remain the same I am dooming myself and that is a painful feeling. It is just really annoying because whenever my mind wanders it finds its way here and when it finds its way here I lose all motivation to do anything.