I am having a terrible day. I just want to go up to the roof of this godforsaken building and jump off. I hate my job. I just got back after being out for almost 3 months due to my last suicide attempt. All these bitches in here can do is give me wierd looks and whisper about me as they pass my cubicle. My disability insurance has been jerking me around for over a month. They owe me 6 weeks back pay but are trying to deny it. The employee relations dept is ignoring my requests for workplace accomadations. I got taken off all my meds suddenly because I developed an allergic reaction to one of them. I dont sleep anymore. I treat my DH like shit and dont do anything around the house. We are losing money vecause of me. I am dragging him down. I am a worthless pile of shit. I am so tired and I want out of this hellhole called life.