You know what? they dont give a shit, i dont give a shit. nobody gives a shit. whatever. its done. ill do it today. this is it. finally i think i can do it im pretty sure, i have the curage. i have the pills, the allcohol...and theres nobosy here.....nobody but me................... im basicaly frunk now.....almost...........i dunno so wtf? no one cares, no one gives a shit., goodbye why am i telling you anyways? well, i wanted o tell SOMEONE that i was going ya. I WANT somone to care someone to give a shit whether i live or die but what ever if no one does then neither do i see ya.. heaven hell whatever. bye.