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Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Ze'ev-Hayalim, Feb 15, 2007.

  1. I can't seem to move forward, though everything falls into place

    i'm slated to begin wielding training and certification this fall, i'm making money, staying busy

    but i feel so hollow, so plastic. I can try and attribute it to my brother's death and everything else, but its a game my mind is playing!

    I HATE MYSELF so goddamn much, i hurt everyone i love, and i bite the hands that feed me so often its becoming a habit.

    i want to run and hide forever, because i cannot stand and face the music.
     
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