Just a random rant. Well, I've finally started seeing a therapist for all kinds of random stuff - my 'issues' as one acquaintance of mine so succinctly puts it. However, it seems that while he knows all about the cutting, ODing and drinking, nobody bothered to tell him that I have food issues (I walked into one session last week, and there was a packet of angel cake slices on the table. NOT helpful). I've been this way for a long time, but in all my psychiatric interviews, only one psych has bothered to take me seriously (diagnosed as bulimic). It just makes me feel like they're thinking "yeah, right, like that FAT COW throws up, hahaha, if she was bulimic she wouldn't be so GROSS! Who does she think she's kidding?!! Like that chubby needs help for that." So yeah, that train of thought set a b/p cycle right off, and it's been constant for the last three days. It's really hard for me to accept I have a problem(if I did, I'd be skinny, and I'm fat), even to myself, so I can't bring it up in a session. And if the other psych people didn't think it was serious enough to mention, then who am I to disagree and bring it up? It's just a bit annoying. I'm also having a few health issues with it (the roof or my mouth is peeling off, my throat is bleeding and I've passed out four times in the last week) but I'm not sure if it's serious enough to warrant a doctors appointment, or they'll just laugh me right out the surgery. Scuse the length. Just ranting.