Well where do i begin? yes im very suicidal, i have tried to kill myself a number of times but failed. i am sick of whining about it to my therapist, if talking to a therapist did any good id be cured by now. i'm a recovering junkie who had a recent relapse, i'm gay, severely depressed, i have nothing tolook forward to, and absolutely no support. i cant think of a reason NOT to off myself. so i did alil surfing came across this and thought what the hell. what do i have to lose?