that's not majorly addicting/life-fucking that will just make me numbish and happy without impaired thinking and able to escape the existential despair I am always consumed by. if you want details of who i am you can dig thru some of my past topics. kratom is okay but it more just gives me energy doesnt do the job. ativan seems to help some, would klonopin stop all this stupid existential related anxiety too? dont say weed cause that shit just made me get more aware of myself and go "oh things suck, thanks for helping me notice more"