For 30 years all I wanted was to be loved by my mom. To this day I still hope and pray that one day she will start to care about me like she does my brother. My mom treats me like I'm nothing, she has called me all types of names and said some really horrible things to me, but still all I want is her love. I realize it's never going to come, but I can hope right? Why am I not good enough for her? Why am I not enough? What else can I do?