everyday of my life is an endless cycle of emptyness, I wake up, go to school, go home, sometimes go out, go to sleep. But even through being around hundreds of people, I still feel so empty and angry at why im alive.. living. Whats the point anymore if i cant be happy with what ihave. i just wish i lived in a perfect life. nothing good happens anymore... ive lost it and i feel like im just falling deeper day by day. I think about wanting to just end it when im feeling really lonely but im afraid to. I have good friends and all.. but it seems like nobody cares and i dont have a reason to live on. im clueless right now of what to do... im tired of being alone, but theres nothing or nothing i think will make me happy anymore except for her.