Is there anyone who went through suicidal ideations and came out of it? Can someone not be suicidal after they first become so?
I think that we can feel better about ourselves and life.
But it takes great intention and a desire to change things for the better.
We have to forgive ourselves and others.
But certain mental conditions make this very hard, what works for one.............may not work for another.
I had no "percentages" it was one way or the other.
I hope you find the strength and caring for yourself to look at another chance for yourself.