I m so fed up of life, it feels like I get in the way and people dont understand when you try and turn to them. I hate the way when you try and turn to someone they look at you like you are a freak. Ive tried alot of things since I was a teenager I straved myself till i was nearly hospitalised, cut my wrists, i tried drowning myself an got caught by my bf, aswell as I got caught taking an overdose an christmas. I cant cope and dont wanna be here anymore life is just a piss take. I just want the world to stop spinning so I can get off.