Hi I'm max I'm 15 and live with my mum, dad, brother, sister and dog. I live a very normal life, I go to school, I'm a very smart kid, I love video games, I have a strong group of friends, I have no enemies I'm quite a normal kid I get all the latest playstation games and I seem very happy. Schoolwork s very depressing for me I hate homework, revising so what? at the end I can receive a piece of paper with the letter A on it that allows me to work But I just see no point in continuing life, so what I can slave away behind a desk to earn money, to feed a family, and they do the exact thing, it's like we're not free at all, like the government seems to control everything that our lives revolve around, they decide how the world operates, what's allowed and what's not and every human being is a part of it they control us, citizens are the 99% and the government are the 1% that we suffer for. We pay for there mistakes. It may seem abit off topic but I see things very long term so I wake up and think to myself every morning what's the point of continuing with this 'so called FREE LIFESTYLE'. I may seem a bit selfish that I have a nice life and that some people have it ALOT worse than me, so if I can just get out of this cycle of living why don't I? So I can live to play another call if duty game? So I can see another person control a country? So I can see another generation of people's life just waste away? It also feels like no one else gets me, that I think/look at a situation in a completely different way to everyone else, I never ever talk about it incase I seem different I've just continued on as someone I'm not? So I ask you this, after all of my suffering of schoolwork, living a lifestyle differently to how I want to, living a FREE life, why should I continue?