I just don't see the point of it all anymore? I've tried to get help via meds and therapy. I just can't tell them the whole truth b/c they don't believe me. I've hinted at everything but they never pick up it. Honestly, even my wife of 10 years hasn't picked up on anything, but she knows something is wrong. I know I'm screwed up in the head. I honestly think her and my 2 kids would be better off without me. The only way I can function and continue on is if I stop at the store and get something to drink while at work. I know someone in the office will pick up on that eventually but I honestly don't care. I've already tried once and failed. So next time can't be failure b/c what's the point? Everything I've tried doesn't make a difference and everyone else remains the same and doesn't care to help. I've got no friends and my family really doesn't want anything to do with me anymore.